Dolly Sits with Christina Merkley
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Dancing Ancestors
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Summary:
Dolly began her Sit with feeling LOST.
During Covid, she had been able to focus on her innermost BEING and made plans. However, a return to a toxic work environment resulted in DEPRESSION, and the development of ticks and other symptomatic reactions.
Thankfully, she transferred to a healthier area. However, even though her DOER valiantly wanted to help her HEART (feminine) with its sidetracked plans, she was frustrated with her lack of action.
We quickly discovered that Dolly’s heart was behind a PROTECTIVE WALL. It was fearful of being SEEN and HUMILIATED. “It’s safer to remain hidden rather than visible”, her Heart said. A protective legacy from a physically and verbally ABUSIVE CHILDHOOD AND ADOLESCENCE, where it didn’t matter if there was an audience.
Three trauma pockets emerged: 14, 8 and 12 (EXILES). Dolly’s NOW ADULT SELF rescued each of them. GENERATIONAL TRAUMA required passing the SHAME back, until the DANCING ANCESTORS were reached. A LONG LINE OF HEALERS.
The VICTIM became the VICTIMIZER, now the hardest inner work of all. Meeting pent up RAGE and where it was funneled, into COERCED PERPETRATION. Then the DISCERNMENT between TOXIC AND APPROPRIATE GUILT, and making tear-filled APOLOGIES and AMENDS.
The FIRE is CALMING DOWN, although sensitivity in the LOW BACK and SACRUM still exists. With STEAM and ANCESTRAL HANDS that too CALMS. Then everything goes QUIET, STILL and SAFE.
A quick check on MIND/DOER and we find that a “I’M DUMB” mind control program. The Ancestors find that silly, as what’s happened here is not dumb but VERY WISE and LIGHT BEARING.
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